In choosing to apply the tools that Access Consciousness offers - I continue to not only see great change in myself and my own life, I see great change in others lives and their bodies too. 

My body has been very good at speaking to me. I was ok at listening to it, and also very good at not listening to it, until it started to YELL at me. That was one of the things that lead me to Access Consciousness. My wonderful body!

My body hurt! I thought that meant I had a bad one, at the same time as somehow knowing that it was trying to tell me something - trying to show me a different way.

I was very good at judging my body. A few times, here or there I came across someone who didn't judge their body, and could feel how much nicer that must be than it was living with the judgments I was living with. I wondered...what would it be like to be able to have a body and not judge it?

I am most grateful for the tools of access with regard to bodies and the way that access looks at them - as the gift of awareness and possibilities that they can be. I have so much more ease, and know there is so much more available.

I am so grateful to have the opportunity to share these tools with more people and invite them to have more awareness and more ease with their bodies, and their lives!

I have also been lucky enough to witness people who have had so-called incurable diseases who have been cured of them with the use of the tools, awarenesses, and magic that Access Consciousness is. Wow! What else is possible?

Another (of the many things) I am so grateful for is the change I had, personally, around addiction. I had been battling with addiction for quite a few years. I had started usin drugs & alcohol for fun and slowly and surely it moved into abusing drugs & alcohol, and me and my body as a result.

It wasn't until I noticed that I was behaving in ways that "just weren't me" that I started to move toward not wanting to take drugs anymore. Then a few years later, when I really didn't wish to take them anymore due to the awareness that I was really starting to destroy my life, and my body, I found I couldn't stop, or I'd stop for a while and then somehow it would find its way into my life once again. I even moved away from my home state and away from all my friends as I knew that was the best way for me to do it.

I moved, aiming to start fresh. I started fresh and then sure enough, it was like the patterns had followed me there. Before I knew it I was taking more drugs than I'd ever taken before - and again, couldn't seem to stop - all the while, beating myself up for doing it and for failing at what I had set out to do. 

This forced me to really make some demands on myself that this had to stop. This demand was another of the things that lead me to Access. I didn't specifically address the drug thing with Access but doing Access Bars, The Foundation, Choice of Possibilities and the 7-Day Classes created A LOT of change!!!

I was in Australia again after doing the Access classes and I had people around me on drugs, taking drugs and offering me drugs and it was almost like magically, I had no desire for them, without having to fight with myself about it. Something had really changed! In the past if this had have happened it was a constant fight where I had promised myself I wouldn't do it but some part of me really wanted to, and I would often end up doing it anyway. How does it get any better than that?

I now know what happens when taking drugs is that it opens up the person taking drugs to undesirable energies - I experienced this for myself. It's one thing if someone is taking drugs from choice, but another if they truly don't wish to be taking drugs anymore and can't seem to stop.

I would like to generate an awareness that there is a different choice, and that recovery can come with a lot more ease than people think..without having to replace a drug with another drug as if that's going to solve the problem. Also, I see many people out there see the pit falls of what this reality offers so they go looking for what else is possible and find drugs. Drugs can offer a different view but it seems like it's a b-grade un-sustainable substitute for what's really available to humanoids as humanoids.

What would it be like if all the people out there choosing drugs and destroying themselves and their bodies could access and become the magic we truly are, and can be if we so choose it?

I have always had a huge desire to sing! My father is what I see as an amazing singer. At one point or another, both of my parents scoffed at the idea of me being a singer. This may have been what they saw as a throw away comment, or a joke, but it was something that kept me from singing.

Access facilitated me in getting to the point where I was able to realize that singing is something I love so much - something that really allows me to be me, and brings so much joy for me - that I was going to do it, even if it meant I deafened people with my terrible voice.

This has allowed me to get into music again and be willing to be with exactly where my voice is at, and know that there is so much joy to be had in the exploration of what else is possible with my voice.

I also know there is so much more available with this and am excited about the adventure and discovery of it all.

Will you come and play??